Seriously, someone help, i am dying

I find no reasons to forgive you anymore, no reasons to tolerate anymore.
In additional, you made my family hate you and thinks that you are problematic.
Tell me the reason to grant you another LAST CHANCE again???????
You called at this time, 3am going to 4, call my house coz I off my phone (sometimes I need this kinda small breaks, that you never give me before) Coz you will question me why I off my phone after that night if I did. You called and tell the queen that I left my IC with you, you didn't think that she will scold me if I really forget about my IC? you know when you called and tell her that, she immediately ask me about it? and of coz, donno whats happening, I show her my ic.... And you started msging the queen and my sis that you said wrongly and its a name card which is totally stupid to pass me a name card at this hour!!! Who on earth will think that its right to do this? of coz both of them start to think that you are problematic..

Sorry, i really try my very very best to pull tru all the rubbish you gave and hold on to this relationship, but you gave me no way out. At this point, no matter how much I love you, I can't help it but be so mean and leave you alone. for once and for all coz I eally have no way out anymore.

Sorry to his friends that always thinks that our relationship is so perfect, its not what you really see, just that you don't know anything at all. Listen to both sides, ya its difficult.

I really need someone to cry on. its so hard to pull tru all this.. someone help please???
I really love you, but what can I do?
People will start telling me, if you love him, just be with him, don't think about anyone else.
Please, think in my shoe and you will know.

I hate it when I feel helpless

i am crying. someone please help
Soft hearted. Finally know whats really hurts.